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by Rainezra

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1.
Pull Up 02:50
Now you say you wanna pull up Pull up Funny you ain't ever show up Show up Baby imma need some true love True love From you Now you say you wanna pull up Pull up Oh it's funny that you never show up Show up Now you say that you want true love True love From me You keep on telling me it'll be okay We keep on saying we don't wanna feel this way What can we do to alleviate the pain Let's medicate Let's elevate Like we've never been high before Like we can't touch the ground cause we're up in the clouds I don't wanna leave let's explore Why does reality always gotta bring us down Cause you keep saying that you wanna come through Yeah I keep thinking that it's something you'll do But you keep switching up you got me confused It's you that's all you Know that that's on you Said that's on you If you miss out you know that's on you On you Now you say you wanna pull up Pull up Funny you ain't ever show up Show up Baby Imma need some true love True love From you Now you say you wanna pull up Pull up It's funny that you never show up Show up Now you say that you want true love True love From me Now you say you wanna pull up Pull up It's funny that you never show up Show up Now you say that you want true love True love From me
2.
Hmmmm You can You can follow me into the light Planted as a seed (seed) Had to start a life (life) They put me in the ground (ground) I grew into the light I never fell down (down) Without putting up a fight Could always feel the power that was building up inside Feelin all this energy that's helping me grow Bringing me up when I'm feelin low Gotta remember to take it slow We're living in a world of the unknown Putting up to many walls (many walls) Ignoring too many calls What do you expect when Never knowing what you want (what you want) Never had a care at all (care at all) Feelin like you can't win I think it's time to let your guard down Time is slipping away You gotta make it on your own now Tell yourself that you'll be okay Follow You can You can follow me into the light (follow) I could show you it'll be alright (you can) Just let me know, let me know (you can follow) (You can) I could show you there's another side (follow) You should let me take you for a ride Just let me know, let me know And you can follow me Follow me (you can, you can) Follow me (you can follow me) Follow follow me I know somewhere we can go Honey grab yo shoes n coat Leave them a note Nobody will know it Let’s escape this awful place Dive deep inside Where all your fears hide Turn on the light You just gotta try Everything you dream You can make it a reality What you believe You can achieve So give yourself a chance Break free of the chains And don’t look back Until you see the grass ain’t always green When it rains It pours So stand tall Let the water fall Settle yo roots And learn how to choose you Only your love will do Take a deep breath Let it all in Resuscitate Try to stay alive Push through the night You will survive (will survive) If you follow follow me Make your heart your own No matter where you go You won’t be alone Follow You can You can follow me into the light (Follow) I could show you it'll be alright (You can) Just let me know, let me know (Follow) (You can) I could show you there's another side (follow) You should let me take you for a ride Just let me know, let me know And you can follow me (you can follow me) Follow me (you can follow me) Follow me (you can follow me) Follow me You can, you can You can follow me
3.
Mhmmm Ay yeah I feel like I might be judging myself way too much (too much) Cause I've just been running in circles and feeling like I should give up (up up) I feel like I might need To give a lil more to myself Cause I'm gettin tired of all this comparing not good for my health I wanna be skinny I wanna be thick I wanna small waist but I want em big hips I wanna have fun but I wanna be rich Unfortunately that's just not how it is But I could be ugly I could be broke I could be hungry Lose all my hope I could live angry and sad but I won't I could compare a whole lot but I don't I'm really getting tired of hearing these excuses So tired of hearing all these stupid reasons why You're so hard on yourself Never ask for no help Yeah I So ima just keep grinding until I can't stop (Oh) You Gon see me shining making My way up (Oh) Leave the past behind me and come Out on top (Oh) So bring it up And let it drop Before you polish and clean Know that your beautiful broken, Just keep your heart on your sleeve You’re still beautiful broken, Your such a masterpiece Cuz you’re beautiful broken, I love your cracks and every crease That was a message from me to me Now I need you to understand That it was not apart of the plan For you to be me or me to be you You can only play the cards in your hand Can’t take me down I’ll be damned You must not know who I am I’ll turn this this shit up and start giving em hell I wanna be nice but sometimes Ima a bitch I wanna keep giving em hits after hits Frustrated like Arthur balling up his fist I think it’s time for me to start taking risks I’m up in the game no such thing as the bench I am she and I know who she is So don’t put me in your competition, cuz you should only compete with yourself I'm really getting tired of hearing these excuses, So tired of hearing all these stupid reasons why You're so hard on yourself Never ask for no help Yeah I (I) So ima just keep grinding until I can't stop (Oh) You Gon see me shining makin My way up (Oh) Leave the past behind me and come Out on top (Oh) So bring it up And let it drop
4.
Hmmmm I think that I'm thinking too much (mu mu much) Trying to cope but it's never enough (nuff nuff nuff nuff) Wishing that everything was what it was, but it's just too tough, to make everybody you love, happy because, that's just the way life is, that's just the way the way the tables turn, yeah it's all been decided, You touch the flame you’re gonna burn, Fill up another cup, and then another one, You gonna keep it goin, goin until it's done, goin until your numb yeah Fallin on the playground, middle of the night, got a little too lit, and I think I'm too high, gotta get my shit together but I really wanna vibe, I don't wanna go, cause I'm feelin so alive, yeah So maybe I'll stay (stay) Maybe I'll wait (wait) Until the sun rises I'll be okay (kay) Maybe I’ll Stay (stay) Maybe I’ll Wait (wait) Until the sun rises Pour it up baby I I Not under pressure just pressing up on ya Get lit with the liquor trying to get up on the level that they on uh Been here for a minute knowing shit I gotta do when the sun up Wait, but we done up Now I’m on one Been sick of the fighting I might as well hide it and cover the pain Mhm Wanted to fight it, you love it, I like it I might as well stay Mhm And it’d be a shame (shame) To go run away (way) So roll up another one usually won’t but I’ll do it today Pass it Knowing that tonight could be our last here I just wanna party I could probably get it body to body then reminisce up on the last year I don’t wanna do what your last did Motherfucking past him Looking in your eyes I can you tell were only in the crib only lit when you’re gaslit But lastly I’m Never gonna be Never gonna be that one No baby I Never wanna see Never wanna see you go no no no lie I just wanna drink I just wanna get real high don’t underestimate anything that I’m saying tonight Yeah So maybe I’ll stay (maybe I’ll stay) And maybe I’ll wait (maybe I’ll wait) And maybe I’ll take one more hit and forget we’ve been stressing all day And maybe I’m falling Damn I think about you and it's so often You wanna leave but I’m stalling I’m all in But that night be callin And now I’m Fallin on the playground, middle of the night, got a little too lit, and I think I'm too high, gotta get my shit together but I really wanna vibe, I don't wanna go, cause I'm feelin so alive, yeah So maybe I'll stay (stay) Maybe I'll wait (wait) Until the sun rises I'll be okay Maybe I’ll Stay (stay) Maybe I’ll Wait (wait) Until the sun rises Until the sun rises
5.
I bet you don’t know shit You can tell me all about your house in the Bahamas and the models that you've dated and impress with your dollars but I don't, said I don't care, no I don't, And you can find it funny when I say I got my own money your tryin so hard to impress me thinkin that I want you but I don't, no I don't yeah, no I don't And I don't care if you tell me that it's your personality, you’re tryna play the nice guy thinking that I'll be deceived, but I won't No I wont, yeah you know I won’t And you can try to play the game where you tell me about your pain and act like you have nothin when you out here havin everything I won't, have you telling me I'm full of it, cause honestly I bet you don't know shit. So I'll be on my way out Tellin my crew right now, I'll be comin through Yeah I’ll be on my way Cause I don’t wanna wait Now I’ll be over soon I said I’ll be on my way I’ll Tell ‘em I quit right now I’ll be comin through Said I’ll be on my way I’ll be on my way I’ll be I’ll be on my way And I bet, Trippin’ on you cause he insecure I bet, Time he take is time you can’t afford I bet, You done prolly seen all this before I bet, You don’t even want him anymore And I bet, You got somethin deeper on your mind I bet, Somewhere long you had to draw the line I bet, Pedestal you had him on was high I guess, What you seek ain’t always what you find But how It's looking to me you look in the mirror and see a ten piece She live on the edge and got her own lane in the streets and ride like a ten speed kept it 100 degrees And still loving her is a breeze, tempting And she sing Recipe make me pay for the ring What you call a home now I’m Adam Levine Ion know shit but I’m learning You don’t get shit you don’t earn it Negative energy we ain’t concerned with It’s a meal on a plate you gonna watch em all eat Man grab that table and turn it, ay Ain’t enough time on this Earth to be caught up in drama and sucka’s that ain’t know the hustle I’m working, I’m serving my purpose Too many people just wanna be perfect What the? I aint tryna be perfect buddy Write from the heart I’m searching buddy Progression they see it I’m certain buddy Look at my city and changed the view of the pain see flowers that bloom in the rain she sent me a storm but Son gon brighten her day Just call me and I’m on the way, yuh So I'll be on my way (out) Tellin my crew right now, I'll be comin through Yeah I’ll be on my way Cause I don’t wanna wait Now I’ll be over soon I said I’ll be on my way I’ll Tell ‘em I quit right now I’ll be comin through Said I’ll be on my way I’ll be on my way I’ll be I’ll be on my way
6.
Mhmm (Mhmmm) I don't wanna feel this way Wanna feel this pain, I just wanna feel sane, I don't wanna spend every single minute that I'm livin feelin afraid I just wanna, live a, freakin, good life, go out, all night, Wake up, repeat, always, have a, good time, But I, can't keep, shit from- crossing, my mind, Why, I don't want this anxiety, Quit taking all the fight in me, make me look bad, and you make me feel worse, pushing me down, To be little my worth, I won't let this anxiety, Win this battle inside of me, I gotta admit, that it's been real tough, Feelin like i can never be enough Woah Woah Woah Just wanna be carefree and at peace. You and me were never meant be. Found my demons bleed when you would leave. Now I'm happy, maybe you can't see. Running outta time runnin outta space. Maybe I should lie maybe you should stay. Should've saw the signs now I'm outta space. Nowhere left to hide now I know my place. See I tried. Gut feeling everytime You lied. Hurt for spite No, I don't have to waste my life. Through the night. No, I won't let you kill my vibe. call my friends cause you know that I'm down to ride. In the streets clean as fuck riding around drunk off lust Maybe I should learn to love. Maybe I should learn from us. Always running from this shit. Maybe I should call it quits. Got anxiety it's lit now I'm calling fuck you bitch I don't want this anxiety, (woah) Quit taking all the fight in me, (woah) make me look bad, and you make me feel worse, pushing me down, To be little my worth, I won't let this anxiety, (woah) Win this battle inside of me, (woah) I gotta admit, that it's been real tough, Feelin like I can never be enough Woah Woah Woah
7.
Ohh Nah nah nah nah I’m feelin all this energy And it really took a while for you to answer me (answer me) Looking for balance, I need some symmetry But you won’t, you won’t Cause I know, I know Sometimes I wonder why I fool wit you Cause you be telling me to stay and then you say it through (say it through) Initially Sometimes I wonder why you need the truth, when you be looking at the answers right in front of you I just need a call (call) I just need to know that you gonna catch me when I fall (fall) For you I just wanna talk (talk) Prove to me that your the one that I should give my all to Cause I’m just trying to give to you But you got me so confused And I don’t know what to do I just want you to follow through Cause I just wanna love you I just wanna I just wanna I just wanna Love you (I just wanna love you) But I don’t really want to Lose a part of myself if I follow through Ooooooooo Ooooooooo Oh You really keep me up at night These feelings for you kinda stoppin me from sleepin right My thoughts are weighing heavily Got me thinking that the one you really want is me I just need some answers Give em to me so that I can stop making my head hurt I wanna start this thing out healthy So i'm asking nice would you kindly tell me Are you down to follow through Through the pleasure and the pain can I count on you I’m troubled with what I should do Can I trust you with the feelings that I’ve fallen into Girl what you asking for Going back and forth But the games make me want you more No I can play it safely But your teasing made me put my heart off safety Cause I’m trying to give to you But you got me so confused And I don’t know what to do I just want you to follow through Cause I just wanna love you I just wanna I just wanna I just wanna Love you (I just wanna love you) But I don’t really want to Lose a part of myself if I follow through Ooooooooo Ooooooooo Oh
8.
(Wonder where you are) I wonder where you are When I hear your name I tell myself to let it go But I know that I’ll always Wonder where where you are But I can’t complain I’m the one who made you go away Isn’t it crazy I can’t believe how much has changed People come into your life and then they fade away Crazy how time flies Feels like it was yesterday When we were so, inseparable But there was so much pain And I really don’t know how we ended up here But now you’re gone and I don’t wanna Let all of it go but I just think I’m done Guess it’s really over Now I’m sitting here and I just wonder where you are When I hear your name tell myself to let it go But I know that I’ll always Wonder where you are But I can’t complain I’m the one who made you go away (Made you go away) I wonder where you are Wonder where you are Memories are all that will remain Look Wonder where you are like a lost cell phone Bought me a crib but my heart ain't’ got a home I was overseas getting busy on the road When I made that call I heard you love it was gone Wonder where you are and who be touching you If that nigga pulling your hair while he be fuckin you Got me cryin up in the bed like Theo Huxtable Heart coming out of my chest I need a hospital Ay yo I was bad and terrible you saw a halo Wishing I didn’t have these problems in the way tho I’m a man I’ll admit it I can say so Where you gon go When you need me cause you days low Got my heart froze I don’t even see no rainbows Where you gon go Who gon give you what you came for Who gon give you what you came for It’s only memories remain You got a side of me I’ll never see again I’ll never lied to me at least never again I told myself I wouldn’t go thru all this pain But every time I hear your name I gotta wonder where you are When I hear your name tell myself to let it go But I know that I’ll always Wonder where where you are But I can’t complain I’m the one who made you go away (Made you go away) I wonder where you are Wonder where you are Memories are all that will remain
9.
Hey I can feel myself fading Away You can see that it’s changing me I’m just tryna be patient (patient) Waiting (waiting) I’m waiting to get out of the mess all made when this started Out till it go all the things that you wanted We all gotta learn self control But I’m losing my grip I can feel myself slipping Holdin on but I feel my sweat dripping I can feel myself letting go Now I’m falling And I’m Gone Yeah not even the light can find me Don’t Go Searching cause you know that I’ll be Gone Gone Gone Gone I’ve been sitting on the couch Trying not to watch you there flirt with someone else Miss the way we felt Leaning on your shoulder now I’ve fallen off the shelf Takin the control out of me I think that I’d just rather leave (rather leave) Get me on my own and I fall back I don’t think it's fair how you do that Guess I always want what I can’t have What I can’t have And I’m losing my grip I can feel myself slipping Holdin on but I feel my sweat dripping I can feel myself letting go Now I’m falling And I’m Gone Yeah not even the light can find me Don’t Go Searching cause you know that I’ll be Gone Gone Gone Gone Get me on my own and I fall back I don’t think it's fair how you do that Guess I always want what I can’t have What I can’t have And I’m losing my grip I can feel myself slipping Holdin on, I feel my sweat dripping I can feel myself letting go Now I’m falling And I’m Gone Yeah not even the light can find me Don’t Go Searching cause you know that I’ll be Gone Gone Gone Gone
10.
(Hear me calling) Right? (Hear me calling) I think it's funny how you tell me I'm the reason for your pain, then ya tell me that I'm not the one to blame, You try to tell me that I'm pushing you away, and then you tell me that I need to give you space (wait what?) But I'm gettin really tired all the stress on my mind, (mind) I'm putting all these walls up just to keep my alive, (live) and you only wanna tell me when I can't do something right, unless we can agree than everything is fine, And you need so much validation, just to feel ok, (ok) All the energy I give you is just thrown away, (away) you like to point out every single time that I make a mistake, you pay attention to my problems just to throw ‘em in my face, (throw em in my face) Ooh, Does it please you, When you see me fallin, I See you, but l don't need you, so you won't hear me callin, Ooh, Does it please you, When you see me fallin, I See you, but I don't need you, so you won't hear me callin, It’ll be a lifetime before from me you hear a Ring Won’t even get text message go Ding You know what we had was only a fling Just for the moment let you live in your dreams, Used to be the one I call was my go to, now you get the looks like do I know you, I know you wish that I could’ve stayed a fool, for a guy who is today’s old news, I know that you mad because you wanna see me down down, but now you really mad because of the people is proud now, won’t get a call from me like yo phone ain’t got no sound now, would it please you if I was to hit the ground now, you would be passionate, fuck you and yo happiness, you can give my ass a kiss, you that hit I had to miss, I know you feel I needed you before, Now you the one to hit my line and I’m the one that hit ignore, Ooh, Does it please you, When you see me fallin, I see you, but l don't need you, so you won't hear me callin (hear me callin) Ooh, Does it please you, When you see me fallin,(see me fallin) I See you, but l don't need you, so you won't hear me callin (callin) You won’t hear me call, call You won’t hear me Woah You won’t hear me call (hear me call) You won’t hear me (hear me callin) Ooh, Does it please you, when you see me fallin, I See you, but l don't need you, so you won't hear me callin (hear me callin) Ooh, does it please you, When you see me fallin, (see me fallin) I see you, but l don't need you, so you won't hear me callin (You won’t hear me) So now I can’t do nothing right Huh nothing at all Nice red bottoms baby Them gucci panties and bras Guess the money took another expensive trip to the mall And I aint trying to call it out but all we ballin till we fallin out of love? Pass the fine glass with your fine ass Build a rose while we bubble in the city of roses Stayin humble while I rumble with these gaslighting poses Bae we phosphorus the airways yep we keep the town glowing And keep the ice so frozen Disney’s calling you elsa Why your backstabbing girlfriends tryin to twerk in the tesla (uh huh) And its never about that cash hear that valentino cash man Hustle off the muscle baby tired of a good year It’s a 50/50 lover game winning oregon Take the cap off, graduated passed over jargon I apologize for your fears, kisses for your tears Call me back I’m thinking diamond this year (hear me callin) Ooh, Does it please you, when you see me fallin, I See you, but l don't need you, so you won't hear me callin (hear me callin) Ooh, does it please you, When you see me fallin, (see me fallin) I see you, but l don't need you, so you won't hear me callin (callin) (Yo just pick up the phone) You won’t hear me call, call (Come on) You won’t hear me (Not this again right) Woah, you won’t hear me call You won’t hear me (When you’re ready just give me a call I’m still gonna be here) Ooh, Does it please you, when you see me fallin, I See you, but l don't need you, so you won't hear me callin Ooh, does it please you, When you see me fallin, (see me fallin) I see you, but l don't need you, so you won't hear me callin You won’t hear me call You won’t hear me
11.
It's time to stand up It's time to be strong It's time to let go It's time to move on To forget it's Time to stand tall Gotta stay up unless you wanna fall you’ll be brave you got it be tough you Gotta know when when not to give up And see straight time to stay clear you never know when the end is near You gotta be truthful You got me so honest We make mistakes cause nobody's flawless But don't lie to me cause you're insecure cause you're too confused or you can't be sure cause you're going to be the one who hurts when you got a problem you can't cure yeah you're gonna be the one who hurts when you finally realize my worth when you realize Once you give me the time to make my mind up cause you’ve crossed the line and these are the signs that I need to back up cause now I've had enough cause you show me that love that you don't give a fuck about me Lately you actin different and my friends have noticed too Something ain't right by the way that you say “I love you too” Because I know you shown That I need to let go Cause your gonna be the who hurts When you got a problem you can’t cure You’re gonna be the one that hurts When you finally realize my worth When you realize (When you realize) It's time to be truthful yeah that means honest We make mistakes because nobody's flawless So don't lie to me cause you're insecure cause you're too confused or you can't be sure But now your Makin a mess Pullin alway Feelin the stress Try to stay calm Do what you can To Get out of your head Take a step back Let it all go Try to relax Karmas got a funny way of coming back Cause your gonna be the who hurts When you got a problem you can’t cure You’re gonna be the one that hurts When you finally realize my worth When you realize

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released May 16, 2022

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Rainezra Portland, Oregon

Rainezra is a 24 year old singer/songwriter/producer/guitarist from Portland, OR. Heavily include by R&B, Neo-soul, & Hip hop.

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