1. |
Pull Up
02:50
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Now you say you wanna pull up
Pull up
Funny you ain't ever show up
Show up
Baby imma need some true love
True love
From you
Now you say you wanna pull up
Pull up
Oh it's funny that you never show up
Show up
Now you say that you want true love
True love
From me
You keep on telling me it'll be okay
We keep on saying we don't wanna feel this way
What can we do to alleviate the pain
Let's medicate
Let's elevate
Like we've never been high before
Like we can't touch the ground cause we're up in the clouds
I don't wanna leave let's explore
Why does reality always gotta bring us down
Cause you keep saying that you wanna come through
Yeah I keep thinking that it's something you'll do
But you keep switching up you got me confused
It's you that's all you
Know that that's on you
Said that's on you
If you miss out you know that's on you
On you
Now you say you wanna pull up
Pull up
Funny you ain't ever show up
Show up
Baby Imma need some true love
True love
From you
Now you say you wanna pull up
Pull up
It's funny that you never show up
Show up
Now you say that you want true love
True love
From me
Now you say you wanna pull up
Pull up
It's funny that you never show up
Show up
Now you say that you want true love
True love
From me
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2. |
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Hmmmm
You can
You can follow me into the light
Planted as a seed (seed)
Had to start a life (life)
They put me in the ground (ground)
I grew into the light
I never fell down (down)
Without putting up a fight
Could always feel the power that was building up inside
Feelin all this energy that's helping me grow
Bringing me up when I'm feelin low
Gotta remember to take it slow
We're living in a world of the unknown
Putting up to many walls (many walls)
Ignoring too many calls
What do you expect when
Never knowing what you want (what you want)
Never had a care at all (care at all)
Feelin like you can't win
I think it's time to let your guard down
Time is slipping away
You gotta make it on your own now
Tell yourself that you'll be okay
Follow
You can
You can follow me into the light (follow)
I could show you it'll be alright (you can)
Just let me know, let me know (you can follow)
(You can)
I could show you there's another side (follow)
You should let me take you for a ride
Just let me know, let me know
And you can follow me
Follow me (you can, you can)
Follow me (you can follow me)
Follow follow me
I know somewhere we can go
Honey grab yo shoes n coat
Leave them a note
Nobody will know it
Let’s escape this awful place
Dive deep inside
Where all your fears hide
Turn on the light
You just gotta try
Everything you dream
You can make it a reality
What you believe
You can achieve
So give yourself a chance
Break free of the chains
And don’t look back
Until you see the grass ain’t always green
When it rains
It pours
So stand tall
Let the water fall
Settle yo roots
And learn how to choose you
Only your love will do
Take a deep breath
Let it all in
Resuscitate
Try to stay alive
Push through the night
You will survive (will survive)
If you follow follow me
Make your heart your own
No matter where you go
You won’t be alone
Follow
You can
You can follow me into the light (Follow)
I could show you it'll be alright (You can)
Just let me know, let me know
(Follow)
(You can)
I could show you there's another side (follow)
You should let me take you for a ride
Just let me know, let me know
And you can follow me (you can follow me)
Follow me (you can follow me)
Follow me (you can follow me)
Follow me
You can, you can
You can follow me
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3. |
Excuses ft. Sotaè
03:13
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Mhmmm
Ay yeah
I feel like I might be judging myself way too much (too much)
Cause I've just been running in circles and feeling like I should give up (up up)
I feel like I might need
To give a lil more to myself
Cause I'm gettin tired of all this comparing not good for my health
I wanna be skinny
I wanna be thick
I wanna small waist but I want em big hips
I wanna have fun but I wanna be rich
Unfortunately that's just not how it is
But I could be ugly
I could be broke
I could be hungry
Lose all my hope
I could live angry and sad but I won't
I could compare a whole lot but I don't
I'm really getting tired of hearing these excuses
So tired of hearing all these stupid reasons why
You're so hard on yourself
Never ask for no help
Yeah I
So ima just keep grinding until
I can't stop (Oh)
You Gon see me shining making
My way up (Oh)
Leave the past behind me and come
Out on top (Oh)
So bring it up
And let it drop
Before you polish and clean
Know that your beautiful broken,
Just keep your heart on your sleeve
You’re still beautiful broken,
Your such a masterpiece
Cuz you’re beautiful broken,
I love your cracks and every crease
That was a message from me to me
Now I need you to understand
That it was not apart of the plan
For you to be me or me to be you
You can only play the cards in your hand
Can’t take me down I’ll be damned
You must not know who I am
I’ll turn this this shit up and start giving em hell
I wanna be nice but sometimes Ima a bitch
I wanna keep giving em hits after hits
Frustrated like Arthur balling up his fist
I think it’s time for me to start taking risks
I’m up in the game no such thing as the bench
I am she and I know who she is
So don’t put me in your competition, cuz you should only compete with yourself
I'm really getting tired of hearing these excuses,
So tired of hearing all these stupid reasons why
You're so hard on yourself
Never ask for no help
Yeah I (I)
So ima just keep grinding until
I can't stop (Oh)
You Gon see me shining makin
My way up (Oh)
Leave the past behind me and come
Out on top (Oh)
So bring it up
And let it drop
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4. |
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Hmmmm
I think that I'm thinking too much (mu mu much)
Trying to cope but it's never enough (nuff nuff nuff nuff)
Wishing that everything was what it was,
but it's just too tough,
to make everybody you love,
happy because,
that's just the way life is,
that's just the way the way the tables turn, yeah
it's all been decided,
You touch the flame you’re gonna burn,
Fill up another cup, and then another one,
You gonna keep it goin,
goin until it's done,
goin until your numb yeah
Fallin on the playground,
middle of the night,
got a little too lit,
and I think I'm too high,
gotta get my shit together but I really wanna vibe,
I don't wanna go, cause I'm feelin so alive, yeah
So maybe I'll stay (stay)
Maybe I'll wait (wait)
Until the sun rises
I'll be okay (kay)
Maybe I’ll Stay (stay)
Maybe I’ll Wait (wait)
Until the sun rises
Pour it up baby I I
Not under pressure just pressing up on ya
Get lit with the liquor trying to get up on the level that they on uh
Been here for a minute knowing shit I gotta do when the sun up
Wait, but we done up
Now I’m on one
Been sick of the fighting I might as well hide it and cover the pain
Mhm
Wanted to fight it, you love it, I like it I might as well stay
Mhm
And it’d be a shame (shame)
To go run away (way)
So roll up another one usually won’t but I’ll do it today
Pass it
Knowing that tonight could be our last here
I just wanna party I could probably get it body to body then reminisce up on the last year
I don’t wanna do what your last did
Motherfucking past him
Looking in your eyes I can you tell were only in the crib
only lit when you’re gaslit
But lastly I’m
Never gonna be
Never gonna be that one
No baby I
Never wanna see
Never wanna see you go no no no lie
I just wanna drink
I just wanna get real high
don’t underestimate anything that I’m saying tonight
Yeah
So maybe I’ll stay (maybe I’ll stay)
And maybe I’ll wait (maybe I’ll wait)
And maybe I’ll take one more hit and forget we’ve been stressing all day
And maybe I’m falling
Damn I think about you and it's so often
You wanna leave but I’m stalling
I’m all in
But that night be callin
And now I’m
Fallin on the playground,
middle of the night,
got a little too lit,
and I think I'm too high,
gotta get my shit together but I really wanna vibe,
I don't wanna go, cause I'm feelin so alive, yeah
So maybe I'll stay (stay)
Maybe I'll wait (wait)
Until the sun rises
I'll be okay
Maybe I’ll Stay (stay)
Maybe I’ll Wait (wait)
Until the sun rises
Until the sun rises
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5. |
On My Way ft. K-Wain
03:14
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I bet you don’t know shit
You can tell me all about your house in the Bahamas and the models that you've dated and impress with your dollars but I don't,
said I don't care,
no I don't,
And you can find it funny when I say I got my own money your tryin so hard to impress me thinkin that I want you but I don't,
no I don't yeah, no I don't
And I don't care if you tell me that it's your personality, you’re tryna play the nice guy thinking that I'll be deceived, but I won't
No I wont, yeah you know I won’t
And you can try to play the game where you tell me about your pain and act like you have nothin when you out here havin everything
I won't, have you telling me I'm full of it, cause honestly I bet you don't know shit.
So I'll be on my way out
Tellin my crew right now,
I'll be comin through
Yeah I’ll be on my way
Cause I don’t wanna wait
Now I’ll be over soon
I said I’ll be on my way
I’ll Tell ‘em I quit right now
I’ll be comin through
Said I’ll be on my way
I’ll be on my way
I’ll be I’ll be on my way
And I bet, Trippin’ on you cause he insecure
I bet, Time he take is time you can’t afford
I bet, You done prolly seen all this before
I bet, You don’t even want him anymore
And I bet, You got somethin deeper on your mind
I bet, Somewhere long you had to draw the line
I bet, Pedestal you had him on was high
I guess, What you seek ain’t always what you find
But how It's looking to me
you look in the mirror and see
a ten piece
She live on the edge
and got her own lane in the streets
and ride like a ten speed
kept it 100 degrees
And still loving her is a breeze, tempting
And she sing
Recipe make me pay for the ring
What you call a home now I’m Adam Levine
Ion know shit but I’m learning
You don’t get shit you don’t earn it
Negative energy we ain’t concerned with
It’s a meal on a plate
you gonna watch em all eat
Man grab that table and turn it, ay
Ain’t enough time on this Earth to be caught up in drama and sucka’s that ain’t know the hustle I’m working, I’m serving my purpose
Too many people just wanna be perfect
What the?
I aint tryna be perfect buddy
Write from the heart I’m searching buddy
Progression they see it I’m certain buddy
Look at my city and changed the view of the pain
see flowers that bloom in the rain
she sent me a storm but Son gon brighten her day
Just call me and I’m on the way, yuh
So I'll be on my way (out)
Tellin my crew right now,
I'll be comin through
Yeah I’ll be on my way
Cause I don’t wanna wait
Now I’ll be over soon
I said I’ll be on my way
I’ll Tell ‘em I quit right now
I’ll be comin through
Said I’ll be on my way
I’ll be on my way
I’ll be I’ll be on my way
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6. |
Anxiety ft. Veana Baby
02:59
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Mhmm (Mhmmm)
I don't wanna feel this way
Wanna feel this pain,
I just wanna feel sane,
I don't wanna spend every single minute that I'm livin feelin afraid
I just wanna,
live a,
freakin,
good life,
go out,
all night,
Wake up,
repeat,
always,
have a,
good time,
But I,
can't keep,
shit from-
crossing, my mind,
Why,
I don't want this anxiety,
Quit taking all the fight in me,
make me look bad,
and you make me feel worse,
pushing me down,
To be little my worth,
I won't let this anxiety,
Win this battle inside of me,
I gotta admit,
that it's been real tough,
Feelin like i can never be enough
Woah Woah Woah
Just wanna be
carefree and at peace.
You and me
were never meant be.
Found my demons
bleed when you would leave.
Now I'm happy, maybe you can't see.
Running outta time
runnin outta space.
Maybe I should lie
maybe you should stay.
Should've saw the signs
now I'm outta space.
Nowhere left to hide now I know my place.
See I tried.
Gut feeling everytime You lied.
Hurt for spite
No, I don't have to waste my life.
Through the night.
No, I won't let you kill my vibe.
call my friends cause you know that I'm down to ride.
In the streets clean as fuck
riding around drunk off lust
Maybe I should learn to love.
Maybe I should learn from us.
Always running from this shit.
Maybe I should call it quits.
Got anxiety it's lit
now I'm calling fuck you bitch
I don't want this anxiety, (woah)
Quit taking all the fight in me, (woah)
make me look bad,
and you make me feel worse,
pushing me down,
To be little my worth,
I won't let this anxiety, (woah)
Win this battle inside of me, (woah)
I gotta admit, that it's been real tough,
Feelin like I can never be enough
Woah Woah Woah
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7. |
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Ohh
Nah nah nah nah
I’m feelin all this energy
And it really took a while for you to answer me (answer me)
Looking for balance, I need some symmetry
But you won’t, you won’t
Cause I know, I know
Sometimes I wonder why I fool wit you
Cause you be telling me to stay and then you say it through (say it through)
Initially
Sometimes I wonder why you need the truth, when you be looking at the answers right in front of you
I just need a call (call)
I just need to know that you gonna catch me when I fall (fall)
For you
I just wanna talk (talk)
Prove to me that your the one that I should give my all to
Cause I’m just trying to give to you
But you got me so confused
And I don’t know what to do
I just want you to follow through
Cause I just wanna love you
I just wanna I just wanna I just wanna
Love you (I just wanna love you)
But I don’t really want to
Lose a part of myself if I follow through
Ooooooooo
Ooooooooo
Oh
You really keep me up at night
These feelings for you kinda
stoppin me from sleepin right
My thoughts are weighing heavily
Got me thinking that the one you really want is me
I just need some answers
Give em to me so that I can stop making my head hurt
I wanna start this thing out healthy
So i'm asking nice would you kindly tell me
Are you down to follow through
Through the pleasure and the pain can I count on you
I’m troubled with what I should do
Can I trust you with the feelings that I’ve fallen into
Girl what you asking for
Going back and forth
But the games make me want you more
No I can play it safely
But your teasing made me put my heart off safety
Cause I’m trying to give to you
But you got me so confused
And I don’t know what to do
I just want you to follow through
Cause I just wanna love you
I just wanna I just wanna I just wanna
Love you (I just wanna love you)
But I don’t really want to
Lose a part of myself if I follow through
Ooooooooo
Ooooooooo
Oh
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8. |
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(Wonder where you are)
I wonder where you are
When I hear your name
I tell myself to let it go
But I know that I’ll always
Wonder where where you are
But I can’t complain
I’m the one who made you go away
Isn’t it crazy
I can’t believe how much has changed
People come into your life and then they fade away
Crazy how time flies
Feels like it was yesterday
When we were so, inseparable
But there was so much pain
And I really don’t know how we ended up here
But now you’re gone and I don’t wanna
Let all of it go but I just think I’m done
Guess it’s really over
Now I’m sitting here and I just
wonder where you are
When I hear your name
tell myself to let it go
But I know that I’ll always
Wonder where you are
But I can’t complain
I’m the one who made you go away
(Made you go away)
I wonder where you are
Wonder where you are
Memories are all that will remain
Look
Wonder where you are like a lost cell phone
Bought me a crib
but my heart ain't’ got a home
I was overseas
getting busy on the road
When I made that call
I heard you love it was gone
Wonder where you are and who be touching you
If that nigga pulling your hair while he be fuckin you
Got me cryin up in the bed like Theo Huxtable
Heart coming out of my chest I need a hospital
Ay yo
I was bad and terrible
you saw a halo
Wishing I didn’t have these problems in the way tho
I’m a man
I’ll admit it
I can say so
Where you gon go
When you need me cause you days low
Got my heart froze
I don’t even see no rainbows
Where you gon go
Who gon give you what you came for
Who gon give you what you came for
It’s only memories remain
You got a side of me
I’ll never see again
I’ll never lied to me at least never again
I told myself I wouldn’t go thru all this pain
But every time I hear your name I gotta
wonder where you are
When I hear your name
tell myself to let it go
But I know that I’ll always
Wonder where where you are
But I can’t complain
I’m the one who made you go away
(Made you go away)
I wonder where you are
Wonder where you are
Memories are all that will remain
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9. |
Gone ft. Aliya Falls
04:09
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Hey
I can feel myself fading
Away
You can see that it’s changing me
I’m just tryna be patient (patient)
Waiting (waiting)
I’m waiting to get out of the mess all made when this started
Out till it go all the things that you wanted
We all gotta learn self control
But I’m losing my grip I can feel myself slipping
Holdin on but I feel my sweat dripping
I can feel myself letting go
Now I’m falling
And I’m
Gone
Yeah not even the light can find me
Don’t
Go
Searching cause you know that I’ll be
Gone
Gone
Gone
Gone
I’ve been sitting on the couch
Trying not to watch you there flirt with someone else
Miss the way we felt
Leaning on your shoulder now I’ve fallen off the shelf
Takin the control out of me
I think that I’d just rather leave (rather leave)
Get me on my own and I fall back
I don’t think it's fair how you do that
Guess I always want what I can’t have
What I can’t have
And I’m losing my grip I can feel myself slipping
Holdin on but I feel my sweat dripping
I can feel myself letting go
Now I’m falling
And I’m
Gone
Yeah not even the light can find me
Don’t
Go
Searching cause you know that I’ll be
Gone
Gone
Gone
Gone
Get me on my own and I fall back
I don’t think it's fair how you do that
Guess I always want what I can’t have
What I can’t have
And I’m losing my grip I can feel myself slipping
Holdin on, I feel my sweat dripping
I can feel myself letting go
Now I’m falling
And I’m
Gone
Yeah not even the light can find me
Don’t
Go
Searching cause you know that I’ll be
Gone
Gone
Gone
Gone
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10. |
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(Hear me calling)
Right?
(Hear me calling)
I think it's funny how you tell me I'm the reason for your pain, then ya tell me that I'm not the one to blame,
You try to tell me that I'm pushing you away, and then you tell me that I need to give you space
(wait what?)
But I'm gettin really tired all the stress on my mind, (mind)
I'm putting all these walls up just to keep my alive, (live)
and you only wanna tell me when I can't do something right,
unless we can agree
than everything is fine,
And you need so much validation, just to feel ok, (ok)
All the energy I give you is just thrown away, (away)
you like to point out every single time that I make a mistake,
you pay attention to my problems just to throw ‘em in my face, (throw em in my face)
Ooh, Does it please you,
When you see me fallin,
I See you, but l don't need you, so you won't hear me callin,
Ooh, Does it please you,
When you see me fallin,
I See you, but I don't need you, so you won't hear me callin,
It’ll be a lifetime before from me you hear a Ring
Won’t even get text message go Ding
You know what we had was only a fling
Just for the moment let you live in your dreams,
Used to be the one I call was my go to, now you get the looks like do I know you,
I know you wish that I could’ve stayed a fool,
for a guy who is today’s old news,
I know that you mad because you wanna see me down down,
but now you really mad because of the people is proud now,
won’t get a call from me like yo phone ain’t got no sound now,
would it please you if I was to hit the ground now,
you would be passionate, fuck you and yo happiness,
you can give my ass a kiss,
you that hit I had to miss,
I know you feel I needed you before,
Now you the one to hit my line and I’m the one that hit ignore,
Ooh, Does it please you,
When you see me fallin,
I see you, but l don't need you, so you won't hear me callin (hear me callin)
Ooh, Does it please you,
When you see me fallin,(see me fallin)
I See you, but l don't need you, so you won't hear me callin (callin)
You won’t hear me call, call
You won’t hear me
Woah
You won’t hear me call (hear me call)
You won’t hear me
(hear me callin)
Ooh, Does it please you,
when you see me fallin,
I See you, but l don't need you, so you won't hear me callin (hear me callin)
Ooh, does it please you,
When you see me fallin, (see me fallin)
I see you, but l don't need you, so you won't hear me callin
(You won’t hear me)
So now I can’t do nothing right
Huh nothing at all
Nice red bottoms baby
Them gucci panties and bras
Guess the money took another expensive trip to the mall
And I aint trying to call it out but all we ballin till we fallin out of love?
Pass the fine glass with your fine ass
Build a rose while we bubble in the city of roses
Stayin humble while I rumble with these gaslighting poses
Bae we phosphorus the airways yep we keep the town glowing
And keep the ice so frozen Disney’s calling you elsa
Why your backstabbing girlfriends tryin to twerk in the tesla (uh huh)
And its never about that cash hear that valentino cash man
Hustle off the muscle baby tired of a good year
It’s a 50/50 lover game winning oregon
Take the cap off, graduated passed over jargon
I apologize for your fears, kisses for your tears
Call me back I’m thinking diamond this year (hear me callin)
Ooh, Does it please you,
when you see me fallin,
I See you, but l don't need you, so you won't hear me callin (hear me callin)
Ooh, does it please you,
When you see me fallin, (see me fallin)
I see you, but l don't need you, so you won't hear me callin (callin)
(Yo just pick up the phone)
You won’t hear me call, call
(Come on)
You won’t hear me
(Not this again right)
Woah, you won’t hear me call
You won’t hear me
(When you’re ready just give me a call I’m still gonna be here)
Ooh, Does it please you,
when you see me fallin,
I See you, but l don't need you, so you won't hear me callin
Ooh, does it please you,
When you see me fallin, (see me fallin)
I see you, but l don't need you, so you won't hear me callin
You won’t hear me call
You won’t hear me
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11. |
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It's time to stand up
It's time to be strong
It's time to let go
It's time to move on
To forget
it's Time to stand tall
Gotta stay up
unless you wanna fall
you’ll be brave
you got it be tough
you Gotta know when
when not to give up
And see straight
time to stay clear
you never know when the end is near
You gotta be truthful
You got me so honest
We make mistakes cause nobody's flawless
But don't lie to me
cause you're insecure
cause you're too confused
or you can't be sure
cause you're going to be the one who hurts
when you got a problem you can't cure
yeah you're gonna be the one who hurts
when you finally realize my worth
when you realize
Once you
give me the time
to make my mind up
cause you’ve crossed the line
and these are the signs
that I need to back up
cause now I've had enough
cause you show me that love
that you don't give a fuck about me
Lately you actin different and my friends have noticed too
Something ain't right by the way that you say “I love you too”
Because I know
you shown
That I
need to let go
Cause your gonna be the who hurts
When you got a problem you can’t cure
You’re gonna be the one that hurts
When you finally realize my worth
When you realize
(When you realize)
It's time to be truthful yeah that means honest
We make mistakes because nobody's flawless
So don't lie to me
cause you're insecure
cause you're too confused
or you can't be sure
But now your
Makin a mess
Pullin alway
Feelin the stress
Try to stay calm
Do what you can
To Get out of your head
Take a step back
Let it all go
Try to relax
Karmas got a funny way of coming back
Cause your gonna be the who hurts
When you got a problem you can’t cure
You’re gonna be the one that hurts
When you finally realize my worth
When you realize
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Rainezra Portland, Oregon
Rainezra is a 24 year old singer/songwriter/producer/guitarist from Portland, OR. Heavily include by R&B, Neo-soul, & Hip hop.
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